It was a Saturday morning a day of rest from a long week day of stress. I jumped out of my bed with a dvd of 50 first dates at hand. Since I haven't seen the movie yet, and I just wanted to chill, why not give the film a try? I have been a mushy film hater. I don't know, I just find it sooooo pathetic. Well except for those VERY FEW ONES… anyways, as the track keeps on playing and playing I just realized that there were tears running through my cheeks. I have always been so unaffected with films of that genre that is why I was so surprised that I was moved and touched by the film. Well to those who haven't seen the movie yet, it is about falling in love with a person who forgets all that has happened that day the moment she woke up the next day because of a serious accident.
The movie ended and I am still puzzled WHY?! What is happening to me? I just have this feeling that I couldn't understand nor express, that I couldn't help but cry. I walked up the stairs and entered my room. As I closed the door I was totally succumbed by this feeling that I bursted into tears…
While I was crying my heart out for about a minute or so, it came to me that to love and be loved is the most wonderful feeling one could ever feel. It would be wonderful to have someone in your life who would make you fall in love with him each and every day of your life. I remembered a friend saying… 'sana mahanap na tayo nung someone na talagang magmamahal sa atin ng tunay". . . yes, I agree, don't look for love, love will find you…
I cried definitely NOT because I am single. But because of the realization that there will come a point in your life that you would need someone, someone who could fill your emptiness. There will always be a soft spot in you no matter how strong you are. Even if you are a woman with balls!
And I think I am beginning to reach that point…
I am not looking for one… He will find me...
It is indeed tough to stay single in this world where everybody expects you to be with somebody. But staying single is not about having no choice, rather it is a result of making INTELLIGENT CHOICES Wink
Saturday, February 18, 2006
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