Thursday, May 31, 2007

The Man of my Life

I cant feel my feet as i walk briskly towards Centennial Airport's International Arrival area. The plane just landed. And as he walked out from the arrival door I did not recognize him. Was it because he was gone for a long time? Or maybe is it because he lost some weight, haven't been to a barber shop? Oh well, what the heck! Deep inside I know it is him. As he walks near where I am standing, it feels like everything stopped. I drew my arms around him. He hugged me back. No words were uttered but our hearts spoke how much we missed each other. I almost forgot that there were people around and that we are still in the airport, I dont want to take my arms off him. But then, I almost couldn't hold onto my emotions that I almost cried. And so I dont want to make a scenario, I finally let go of him and placed the lei of orchids around his neck. Pictures were taken. Smiles seems to be plastered in our faces.

As we walk towards the parking area, having him beside me, my arm anchored to his, it felt like walking on the clouds. Along the way to the venue for his surprise victory/ welcome party, the rain started to pour. and it poured hard. But we did not mind. We did not mind the traffic, the level of water starting to rise, the loud roar of thunders. While enjoying the car ride with him, other members of the family patiently and excitedly awaits for us. And when we finally got there, banners were put up, my brothers and sisters applauded him and my nephews and niece ran towards him.

Yes it is my DAD alright. Just came back from EVEREST Advanced Base Camp. He is the MAN behind the KAYA ng PINAY Expedition (He is one of the Expedition Leader for this) . From getting the money, ex deals, promotions etc. up to the real thing. The man is 58, and we all know that at that age, there are already a lot of health conditions, but still HE MADE IT. THE TEAM MADE IT, without sacrificing their health and lives. They just took the risk. and with the help of prayers and faith, MISSION was ACCOMPLISHED.

The moment he told me that after Leo Oracion and Pastour Emata's successful reaching the summit, they are going to have another climb - and that is the KAYA ng PINAY - I believed in him. I supported him. He was always in my prayers. I always talk about him. I listen to him. He always had me behind him. It is the least I can do for ALL the support he gave me for all my endeavours.

I can still remember after trekking to acclimatize themselves, before going to Everest proper, he emails us and told us not to worry, he feels healthy and strong. and the part that really made me shed a tear was when he said that : " this climb is for you (meaning US - his family)"

It is a dream come true for every mountaineer to step a foot on Everest. He did. He also helped others to have their foot step there.

And the most important thing among his accomplishments is that he remained HUMBLE.

I am so happy for him. No words can ever describe how happy and how proud I am for his success, for having him as my father and having myself as his daughter. He is the man of my life... and forever he will be.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Now I Know...

The following were said and asked to me but I wasn't able to understand what those really meant nor give a convincing answer at that moment.

  • when u grow up, u will be able to do all the things that u want to but of course it will entail a lot of responsibilities. - mom
  • meron ka ngang kaibigan at pamilya, pero iba pa din kapag sa special somoene mo nanggagaling ang love, care, attention etc. - dez
  • when will you say enough is enough? - apol
  • martyr ka ba? - jean
  • i know how great your love is. its because despite of all the pains that i have caused you, you dont hurt me back... even if you know you can... - joyce


.... Now i know.... thanks to all of you...

Thursday, May 24, 2007

2 Most Stupid Questions... Ever...

1. tol... anu pakiramdam ng maputi (duh?! dko pa naramdaman ang maging maitim; unat sa kulot pwede pa!)
2. may kamot ka ba? (tanong mula sa ka blind date ng kaibigan ko)

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Pagmamahal nga yan Kung...

kung sa likod ng lahat ng pasakit na nakukuha mo ay ndi ka nananakit...


...kahit alam mong kaya mo...












Lalim


Sumusulat ako sa pag asang may makakarinig ng aking tinig.
ng aking panaghoy. ng aking pag susumamo.



Sumusulat ako sa pag asang may isang nilalang na makababatid sa boses ng aking kaluluwa.



Kaluluwang lumuluha sa lahat ng pasakit ng pakabigo, ng mga tanong na hindi sinasagot, ng pagtataksil.



Malalim na ang sugat na kahit kailan ay hindi naman nag hilom. Bagkus ay unti unti pang lumalalim.



Hindi ko mahugot sa sobrang lalim.



Hindi ko masimulan.



... ang lalim...

Para sa Akin ang Tunay na Macho ay

1. umiiyak, at ndi ito ikinahihiya.
2. inaamin ang tunay na nararamdaman, kasiyahan, kalungkutan, pagkabigo, pagkabalisa.
3. nag iinarte sa tamang lugar at sa tamang panahon.
4. nagtatanong.
5. nagsasalita.
6. may paninidigan.
7. may pangarap.


at higit sa lahat.....

hindi ginagawang dahilan ang kanyang kasarian para:

1. masunod ang gusto. (sa lahat ng bagay)
2. ma justify ang isang cliche.


sa maiklng salita hindi nagsasabing ng:

1. "okay lang yun! lalaki naman ako e!"
2. "e kasi lalaki ako!"
3. " hindi ako ang dapat na gumagawa nyan kasi lalaki ako!"
4. "lalaki ako! lalaki ako! lalaki ako! lalaki ako!!!"